My Rock
I miss you so much. I never imagined the day that I would lose you. You always seemed like a rock, like you would always be here and that you would never leave me. It’s not fair. You didn’t deserve this. I still need you and I still want you. I’m still broken, I’m still crying. But, I promise you that I will be strong. I know that’s what you would have wanted. SO everyday when there is a huge smile planted on my face, or when I laugh, or even when I’m playing softball, I’m doing it all for you. It’s all for you. Everyday going on without you feels impossible, BUT I do it all for you. Because I love you. I miss you, beautiful woman with a bright smile and a personality to match. People say I look like you. I take that as the biggest compliment ever. Being anything like you is an honor. I’m glad to be your daughter. I will honor you and make you proud. Like you would always say you were of me. I will stay strong, until we meet again, in the place known as paradise. I know you are better where you are now. You don’t have to suffer these worldy pains anymore, which I knew so very well that you battled. Even though we are no longer together physically, you will always be my rock. My beautiful, bright smiling, big personalitied, rock.
2 years
2 years that I never thought would happen. 2 years that I never thought would end. 2 years that I would do anything to take back. 2 years I would love to relive again. 2 years of smiles and laughter. 2 years of crying and pain. 2 years of loving you. 2 years that never felt the same. 2 years that you fought. 2 years that you stayed strong. 2 years that are finally over. After 2 years, it’s you who’s made me who I am all along.
